Shattered dreams & dismantled promises is all I have left
Now I’m wondering if I should go right or left
I don’t think I got anything left
Nor do I want anything else

So forgive me If I don’t forgive you

You ask me : Will I ever get it back?
I don’t know
Do I want it back?
You gave it away
Was it really ever mine to start with?
I am not certain —

So forgive me If I don’t forgive you

I’m left in the darkness,
with only a rhythmless heartbeat & misdirected thoughts to lead my way…
I - AM - LOST-
WILL - I - BE - FOUND -?
I - DONT - WANT - TO - BE - FOUND

Please forgive me If I don’t forgive you

Colourless colours is what I is…
Decaying from within…
DEVOURED…
TORN…
FEELING? — Nothing

You want my forgiveness…?

Forgive me / I can’t forgive you….

Tenderness strokes my transgressions

My fury burns away the theory of misunderstood knowledge of self

Sloooooowly disregarding my inhibitions to exhibit my narcissism

Trapped in an open state of narrow mindedness

dellusioned by what’s real

REALITY is but an ILLUSION of itself

Truths tell lies too

Reward gives punishment

Selfishness brings forth selflessness

THERE IS AN INBALANCE IN BALANCE